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    This is called Full Disclosure. It’s also called delicious and gorgeous. Heh.
The last two days have been awful. I felt work stress like I have never felt at this job, and feelings of uncertainty and anxiety, and I let myself fall into annoyance verging on rage and then felt remorseful and embarrassed afterward, hoping no one noticed me being a tantrum-throwing brat.
I realize I was being ridiculous and there was no reason to stress out so badly. I also realize I don’t need to eat my feelings and Steve and I discussed out loud that I was doing exactly that by buying snacks tonight. I assured him I could live with it this time.
I also could have done much worse than extra peanutty peanut butter, banana and natural, low sugar, dark chocolate peanut butter. I’m full and content, but I don’t feel like my body is angry at me for eating garbage.
Now I’ll try to leave the rest for Steve, as I did with the peanut butter a few weeks ago.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

    This is called Full Disclosure. It’s also called delicious and gorgeous. Heh.

    The last two days have been awful. I felt work stress like I have never felt at this job, and feelings of uncertainty and anxiety, and I let myself fall into annoyance verging on rage and then felt remorseful and embarrassed afterward, hoping no one noticed me being a tantrum-throwing brat.

    I realize I was being ridiculous and there was no reason to stress out so badly. I also realize I don’t need to eat my feelings and Steve and I discussed out loud that I was doing exactly that by buying snacks tonight. I assured him I could live with it this time.

    I also could have done much worse than extra peanutty peanut butter, banana and natural, low sugar, dark chocolate peanut butter. I’m full and content, but I don’t feel like my body is angry at me for eating garbage.

    Now I’ll try to leave the rest for Steve, as I did with the peanut butter a few weeks ago.

    Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

    (Source: happyhealthycook)

     
    1. abitofsilliness said: Hope you’re having a better day today. :)
    2. chelsearuns said: Honestly, people here seem to harp on “FOOD IS FUEL, NOT FOR COMFORT” but, whatever. If having a couple slices of PB toast makes me feel better, why not? *hug* I hope your Friday is good, friend! Sending happy thoughts your way!
    3. clevcrew said: Hang in there!! You are awesome.
    4. milesofbooks said: Sorry about the stress. I just discovered dark chocolate peanut butter. I have to stop myself from sitting with the jar and a spoon. Thinking of trying the white chocolate next.
    5. thatsminethankyou said: I hope tomorrow is better. Happy Friday!
    6. angeldrinkstea said: I’ll tell you what. I’M completely jealous. It looks great.
    7. desert-child said: hugs <3. tomorrow is a new day, it will be better. i know it. :)
    8. auspiciouspatti said: Tomorrow will be better.
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